I’ve walked this hall a thousand times, stood in the dark peered through the blinds.
I reminisce with such sorrow and collect thoughts from nights forgotten long ago.
So passed out/you were sleeping, although I’d watch and I’d wait and feel the life pour from the walls.
Blissful in the silence, the wraith would look up and carry you away.
Now we are every night you drink up late, we’re a broken/shattered dinner plate.
The remnants we’d both borrow and place on mantles so we’d not forget.
And as we both grow up, and you grow older still, I still don’t understand, perhaps I never will.
I reminisce with such sorrow. I collect pieces of things I’ve never known.
a beautiful record that brought me through literally the worst moments of my entire life. while dealing with entirely different situations, this album helped me see the other side of the things I was going through. the blame, the pain, the destruction, all brought on by the actions of one broken human, unto his friends and family. it made me realize the importance of life and how people care about me. it helped me realize I don't need some girl to be whole and happy. fuck that. I need the people that really love me. my own actions could hurt so many others. thank you christian, thank you the hotelier. we love you more than we can explain and we miss you. there are people out there right now, alive, who might not be if this record didn't exist. your music has saved people. it certainly helped save me.