You were right about me, It hit me today.
Through the city I traipsed, through its lonely greys.
At once it all hit me, I have “no real connection”.
I held no promise ring and with my hand on your hips and you on my lips I still didn’t feel a thing.
With the smoke in the air and the cutting red, I could be sat in hell here right on your bed.
We all become what we hate, lets call this my fate? I can’t find myself of late.
So it seems that the empty space has sucked the life force out of me.
We are all such bitter souls, with no concern for repercussions.
You don’t say a lot but you say too much. Don’t put your hand out you wont feel my touch.
I deliberate as we talk, calibrate too much. Your eyes are crash victims, tonight I’m their crutch.
Then like a coffee nap, back to the room I snap with caffeine shakes. Can I stay? I can’t.
As I pace out the door, I let out a sigh. I get closer each time.
a beautiful record that brought me through literally the worst moments of my entire life. while dealing with entirely different situations, this album helped me see the other side of the things I was going through. the blame, the pain, the destruction, all brought on by the actions of one broken human, unto his friends and family. it made me realize the importance of life and how people care about me. it helped me realize I don't need some girl to be whole and happy. fuck that. I need the people that really love me. my own actions could hurt so many others. thank you christian, thank you the hotelier. we love you more than we can explain and we miss you. there are people out there right now, alive, who might not be if this record didn't exist. your music has saved people. it certainly helped save me.